Wore a headlamp in Hollywood, walked to see
my only cousin in a one-room apartment
with blue carpet and a Yankees cap
hung on the heater
One parking ticket and four apples later
we got “the hell outta dodge”
as my father would say
or as my mother would say
They both say what the other says now
so it’s hard to know who started what
And now I say what they say too
and I say “bellicious” and “Why I outta” with a little shaking fist
because Ellie says it
And she says it because her mom said it
and a kid said it and it sounds
good to hear your mouth say what your family
and your friends have said
Just like it feels good to obsess
over a spider building its own home
anew every day
There’s a reason poets are in love with spiders
There’s a reason we’re not driving straight back east
There’s a web wet with rain that’s threaded north
We must wreck what we’ve built
so we may build the home again
Category: poetry alive
We’re on the road! We’re heading up the coast!
We left San Diego yesterday. The West Coast Poem Project begins today. Stay tuned for poems written along the Pacific coast and photos as well. Here’s our tricked out truck, Egret the Egret, packed to the gills and ready for action.
And here’s us driving away after a hellish half week of packing. Flower crown by Wyndellen!
A poem of farewell (mine).
Misha’s off to work in a shirt that’s too big
on him but he loves its colors. I bake the bread
when he leaves, mist it and cover it, cooling.
On my bike around town my clothes don’t
get caught in the pedals. At the café I edit
my poem, the one that’s now eight pages,
I drink my favorite coffee. The man to my left
says to his friend, “We’re here to share stories
and energy.” His beard is braided. I ride my bike
to the store, I see Christina who makes earrings
out of old records, John from Self-Heal, and Jeff
from the fruit stand is my cashier. I treat myself
to sushi at the high chair that overlooks the street
and see the Suzie’s truck roll past, the one I rode in
yesterday. I’ve lived here three years and the food
I eat is delicious and so much of it I’ve planted
with my own short thumbs. I’ve lived here three
years and I get across town on my feet, I’ve made
human mistakes and baked foods in summer, heat
overtaking the kitchen, the kitchen that leads
to the porch where tools are hung or lean, the porch
that steps out to the yard where we grilled and drank
and read our books, the yard we bought a table
and umbrella for, the yard where poems woke
the neighborhood, where sunburns sang and worms
were fed on foodscraps. Friends visited and friends
stopped by and friends brought food and friends
bought books or art and used up all the toilet
paper. We met them and we said come in and now
the nights are warm enough to let us go out
into them, the nights we hope will lead us
heavenward into a land we’ll plant ourselves.
Dreams of City Lights…
“Summer Song” (poem by William Carlos Williams).
Wanderer moon
smiling a
faintly ironical smile
at this
brilliant, dew-moistened
summer morning,—
a detached
sleepily indifferent
smile, a
wanderer’s smile,—
if I should
buy a shirt
your color and
put on a necktie
sky-blue
where would they carry me?
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photograph: “Le velo du Printemps” by Robert Doisneau, 1948.
Yesterday’s poem of the morning (mine).
I’m wearing all my rings this morning
Norah Jones is singing about flowers growing
in the frozen snow, how it’s all a show
She’s saying everything she wants to in a song
It will take me my life to say everything I want to
especially on the topic of hands and feet and happy
I shined up all my rings this morning
The broken turquoise one, the thin swoop of gold
from Sam that I wore for weeks after her surgery
I shined my only sapphire and my TAYLOR ring
given to me by whom I can’t remember
What’s the point if I can’t remember who gave it to me there still
must be a point
I have fat thumbs and new sandals
from Moya who said, Oh just take them
they’re your going away present you’re going
away now you’ll remember me
Poem on a typewriter (mine).
I’m a sucker for a sexy poem (Margaret Atwood’s).
A baby’s shoe! A baby bunny! A tiny artichoke!
Not last Sunday but the Sunday before, this tiny Converse sneaker appeared on the ground just outside our market stall. Look at this! A tiny shoe! I yelled. Don’t you think it’s a hint from the universe that you should have a baby? someone asked. No! I said. It’s a hint from the universe that the more I love small, the more small that arrives!
My really cool crew wears Converse (Owen in grey, Sara in purple) and I wear Blundstone boots with my pants cuffed because I’m short.
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The only thing better than a tiny sneaker is a tiny creature, and here below is Little Debbie, or Little Deborah (or Debra, if you like Beck [I like Beck]). She was found at the farm on a Thursday, looking terrified and alone. She’s currently being cared for and will be let back into the wild when she’s a little bigger. But for now she’s so small she looks like a squirrel.
Here she is in her little box:
And here’s a small artichoke going bad, plus my feet and Misha’s.
The End.
One of my favorite small poems (A.R. Ammons).
Their Sex Life
One failure on
Top of another.










